Things have been...... interesting... lately. Death and renewing.... loss and blessings..... its all been a bit much to take in. Soon... very soon I will be able to put this into words. For now I revel in the words God whispered into my ear during the darkest moments of the last month "just wait until you see what I have planned for you......" But right now is a time for losing myself in cookie dough, princess dress up clothes, and picking out my favorite Christmas ornament of the day... touching each card that was sent to us... just being in the moment.